getting good

for some reason, i've been receiving a lot of $50 bills in my collection money. i'm not complaining. but $50 is a bit too much. i feel really bad, especially when the people who give me the money aren't really making a lot. this is why i hate hari raya money collection. when the not well-to-do give me more than what i expect, i feel like giving it back to them. it just makes me want to cry. i get enough money from my parents, thank you. they give me more than enough. that's why i'm saving this year. i want to get something that's really worth it and not throw money frivolously like before. i'm not being self-righteous and pious or anything of that sort. i just feel like i've let a lot of people down these few days.

i'm thinking about someone's birthday present. and i've got a great cheapo, artistic idea up my sleeve. ya gots ta wait, ya gots ta wait. i ain't telling. and i'm not getting the shoes that you keep showing me. no way. leave that to your family members please.