here's to a 150th post
today was a lacklustre day. feeling really beside myself at this point of time. must be the cough i'm having at the moment. i've become a skinny stick at the moment. i think i lost more weight. have to check soon. i lost a couple of inches of my waist. i can stick two fists into my jeans when i wear them. and even the belt doesnt' help. that's for being a skinny, 10% anorexic and 2% bulimic and athletic cuckoo sometimes.
my nice brother gave me a back press just now. felt good to finally get one after such a long time. and my daddy's finally home early for the first time. usually he reaches home after 9pm. heavy workload. eeps. today went out, but didn't get everything that i wanted. but i left the house looking like i just woke up with my unkempt hair in a messy ponytail and my eyes half-open. trying out shades at john little was fun. the retro one with white frame is super sexy ok? i want them. which means i have to get contact lenses first. then i can enjoy wearing them.
i miss the j2's. i miss daniel saw. i miss seeing him at the mrt station and walking with him and laughing at him trying to convince me that his hair is growing. i hate the school being so empty. it's so demoralising sometimes. i miss daniel, i miss daniel... and i miss the feeling of holding his hand and jumping into the sea with him like we did 4 months ago. and that adorably sweet smile and accent that he has. raah! i never regret meeting him. though people now think there's something between us. but there's nothing as cassandra might like to think. stop making rumours about me and daniel.
december y-camp: evil carebear's going. and my mum gave me the greenlight. whoops. but when she goes to hk i'm not following. so i'm staying in singapore. with my brother and my maid. because i think my dad is following, and my sister is definitely going. raah! my mum says she wants to go kl. i want faidz. if i go, then can call the man for a tour. but i don't know. it's all tentative. she might go during y-camp. but i liebe y-camp more. and evil carebear. so, the mind's made up.
aren't you glad? i want to fall into your open arms.
my nice brother gave me a back press just now. felt good to finally get one after such a long time. and my daddy's finally home early for the first time. usually he reaches home after 9pm. heavy workload. eeps. today went out, but didn't get everything that i wanted. but i left the house looking like i just woke up with my unkempt hair in a messy ponytail and my eyes half-open. trying out shades at john little was fun. the retro one with white frame is super sexy ok? i want them. which means i have to get contact lenses first. then i can enjoy wearing them.
i miss the j2's. i miss daniel saw. i miss seeing him at the mrt station and walking with him and laughing at him trying to convince me that his hair is growing. i hate the school being so empty. it's so demoralising sometimes. i miss daniel, i miss daniel... and i miss the feeling of holding his hand and jumping into the sea with him like we did 4 months ago. and that adorably sweet smile and accent that he has. raah! i never regret meeting him. though people now think there's something between us. but there's nothing as cassandra might like to think. stop making rumours about me and daniel.
december y-camp: evil carebear's going. and my mum gave me the greenlight. whoops. but when she goes to hk i'm not following. so i'm staying in singapore. with my brother and my maid. because i think my dad is following, and my sister is definitely going. raah! my mum says she wants to go kl. i want faidz. if i go, then can call the man for a tour. but i don't know. it's all tentative. she might go during y-camp. but i liebe y-camp more. and evil carebear. so, the mind's made up.
aren't you glad? i want to fall into your open arms.
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5:56 pm
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