collapse

i almost collapsed in school after ogl meeting. went to the toilet and found it really, and i mean really, hard to breathe. i felt dizzy and about to lose consciousness. felt the toilet swirling around me. hyperventilation came at the most inconvenient time. and the difficulty to breathe continued until i boarded the 963 bus at woodlands interchange. i think the sleep calmed me down a bit. and there was no haze to aggravate it. so i felt much better. much much better.

how come when i hear dealova now, it's a different guy in my imagination? and it's someone i didn't expect. because i thought he was unimportant until lately. but he doesn't have my heart. because it's already yours. where am i in your life?