bad? mine is worse

"do you know what's the best part of falling in love?"
"what's that?"
"when you don't expect to..."

today was just bad. again a meet with evil carebear didn't materialise. i cried a lot today. after seeing IJ126's ong shuduan cry, and after every argument with evil carebear. yes we exchanged those three words, but today the tears just came easily. and hearing daniel telling me that he might not stay on in innova next year. i don't want to lose a friend that i had by my side for 5 years. and we've been in the same cca from since sec 1. my hands are shaking, i'm almost on the verge of tears again. and after looking at all the photographs developed. i feel so disappointed. i'm going to re-develop my photos at the usual shop which i can trust to make my photos as nice and clean as possible. how can you mess up 14/16 of my photos?

thanks to faidz for the small words of encouragement. the man. i'm sorry but i can be nothing more than your tanjung katong girl. because, er... up to you to figure out. but thanks for staying for an additional 1/2hour yesterday even though you could've gone home. and all the advice. thanks my friend. you have a rolling good time at the office on hari raya. maybe i'll visit you once i have the time.

i love you. you know i do. two days of written report cramming has taken its toll on me. oh, something to make me feel better. december y-camp! at jalan bahtera. memories of j1 camp. i want to be a rockified belayer again. but, maybe evil carebear isn't going. i can't stand separation. i take it badly. and the reason why i look forward to december y-camp is so that i can be with him. and it's 4 days. maybe i'll ask one of my friends. now i need a shoulder to cry on.