of muses and mulling

it amuses me. looking through all the souvenirs that i got from ASEAN quiz. trying to cure myself. hard to do since i miss everyone so badly and we promised that we'll visit each other. the silent tears we shed, wishing each other goodbye and good luck in each other's future endeavours. one week ago, we threatened to bring the entire 19th floor of the Grand Seasons Hotel after spending a full day out competing against one another. true sportsmen, we are. since that night everyone was up in arms singing auld lang syne together. hugs, tears, laughter. one week ago i almost lost a friend i had just made. one week ago..


yes, you tell me to move on. how do i move on from something so great? how do you say no to be part of history in the making? how do i let go from something that i've become so attached to? i see what is real, i'm not disillusioned. thanks to those who make life great. thanks to those who truly care. i couldn't imagine life without you.




'capek dey!' - motto of the ASEAN Quiz Regional Level Competition 2006 contestants. lovelove you guys. thanks for making it all worthwhile.