relapse
i'm suffering a relapse of AQWS. and i think i'm becoming depressed again. oh no. don't go that way again. plus it's fasting month. it's illegal for me to be depressed at this stage. plus, my late grandmother wouldn't be all too pleased if i were depressed. i miss ASEAN Quiz. i miss everything except the actual quiz. love. keep looking at the photos, especially the ones with the brunei delegates. miss my neighbours who were so crazy and funny.
you can be just so immature. i just don't understand you. you have your pride, i have mine. but who's in the right and who's in the wrong here? i know i'm right, i have my witnesses, reliable witnesses. you tell everyone that i'm in the wrong, but do they know the facts? there are always two sides of the story. obviously you don't want anyone to hear my side of the story. just grow up. i do not want to teach you life lessons. jonathan learnt it the hard way, you do not want the same thing to happen to you. trust me.
i hate hearing you talk. you keep repeating stories that i've heard before. tell me something new. but i can't say anything because you want me to only hear you. please. i have my opinions too. i have my stories too. but you won't listen. it's ok though. i have my own audience, especially dear, my family, my new little brother, my real friends. you are nothing. seriously.
to yanni, thanks for giving me a great day after i'm on a verge of a breakdown. i love you for entertaining me with your margaret atwood and baby g anecdotes. and for listening to my nonsense about staying at the grand seasons hotel, mr jonathan liautrakul and the scandals that happened. i love you darls. you truly are a great friend. she unwittingly makes me high.
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to dear, thanks for humouring me and making sure that i don't cry. and being such a romantic person. you are all that i want you to be. thanks for letting me be myself and making sure i stay that way, in front of others. you the man.
to jonathan, you'd didn't think of seeing your name here. but this shout's for you. thanks for being a great brother to me throughout ASEAN Quiz and entertaining my gibberish, wearing my high heels and calling me while i'm in the bathroom. i wish you good luck in all that you do, especially matters of the heart. have faith and you'll shine through.
you can be just so immature. i just don't understand you. you have your pride, i have mine. but who's in the right and who's in the wrong here? i know i'm right, i have my witnesses, reliable witnesses. you tell everyone that i'm in the wrong, but do they know the facts? there are always two sides of the story. obviously you don't want anyone to hear my side of the story. just grow up. i do not want to teach you life lessons. jonathan learnt it the hard way, you do not want the same thing to happen to you. trust me.
i hate hearing you talk. you keep repeating stories that i've heard before. tell me something new. but i can't say anything because you want me to only hear you. please. i have my opinions too. i have my stories too. but you won't listen. it's ok though. i have my own audience, especially dear, my family, my new little brother, my real friends. you are nothing. seriously.
to yanni, thanks for giving me a great day after i'm on a verge of a breakdown. i love you for entertaining me with your margaret atwood and baby g anecdotes. and for listening to my nonsense about staying at the grand seasons hotel, mr jonathan liautrakul and the scandals that happened. i love you darls. you truly are a great friend. she unwittingly makes me high.
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to dear, thanks for humouring me and making sure that i don't cry. and being such a romantic person. you are all that i want you to be. thanks for letting me be myself and making sure i stay that way, in front of others. you the man.
to jonathan, you'd didn't think of seeing your name here. but this shout's for you. thanks for being a great brother to me throughout ASEAN Quiz and entertaining my gibberish, wearing my high heels and calling me while i'm in the bathroom. i wish you good luck in all that you do, especially matters of the heart. have faith and you'll shine through.
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