i want..

to go back to kl once more, and stay under the covers for as long as possible. and have faidz and jonathan to joke and do video calls with.


to not be so depressed like i'm feeling right now because of what's happened to me since i returned to school. it's not fair for me to be treated this way actually.


for you to open your arms and me to fall into them, and everything is in place as it should be.


people to mean what they say. if you say you care about me, show me. actions speak louder than words


to tell my late grandmother and late aunt how much i truly miss them. i feel hollow without them filling up the empty spaces.


people to hear my side of the story as well. there are always two sides. why must i be the villain? fine, if that's what you want. you aren't a realy friend then.


people to stop kidding themselves. the things they're do not only affect their record, it affects how things will turn out in the end. oh well. it's not my place to tell them they're doing something wrong. we'll see who actually goes on.


to live in italy and just ride around all day on a vespa with dear, weaving in and out of traffic. while enjoying the scenic views of ancient roman architecture. life is wonderful.


most of all, is for hafiz to return. i don't love you, but you're the source of comfort from the past that i hold.