for that someone i'm still waiting for

this waiting game is getting old. i keep telling myself you're not worth waiting for because i really want to move on and hope that what i'm feeling for him is real, and not just to distract myself from you. but a bigger part of me is telling me to hold on to the memories of you and that you'll come through and that i'll get my fairytale ending because i really deserve it.


oh wells. no more late night posts. tuition from tomorrow. no more late night chats with dear danial.


"Chasing Cars"


We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone


If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?


I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough


If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life


Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own


If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life


All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see


I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all


If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?