i no longer know. i'm no longer aware

i've waited for 2 years. and i'm still waiting. can you realise how stupid this makes me feel sometimes? i want to move forward and onward. but i guess an unfinished chapter has two directions, doesn't it? argh. sometimes i wish we had never met. that 5 years ago we had never exchanged smiles and words at all. life would've been less complicated and less like this.


i love rotimum. for the moment, i have no shining star.