foolish games

sometimes i feel really dumb and so out-of-place when the most obvious thing is directly in front of me. i want to forget someone. but i just can't. i feel like a train wreck waiting to happen when i ponder about my past stupidities. ugh. it's ugly.


anyway, watched Cars with the sister today. i like, no love and adore fast cars. especially, like luigi and guido, ferraris. ouh i can see the twinkle in you lots' eyes. seriously. they're like the most beautiful things to look at, cars. i can go from showroom to showroom and not get bored. i can't wait to do my own car shopping soon. yay. plus my dad keeps asking when i can get my license. yippee.

this cute cow i saw on the way home from jurong point. met my cousin. she's so prettypretty, can. and she only just found out that my brother's in new zealand. *big thoughtful grin*


call me childish but i'm starting to eat scott's emulsion again. it's nice, seriously.


how do you think he feels when he still has your picture there? maybe it's better without you.


She's not so special, so, look what you've done boy