the body doesn't respond. unsound mind and yadayadayada

ouh man my body isn't responding to what i eat very well these days.
god knows why.
friday ate went home feeling nauseous and weak.
yesterday ate kfc retched out everything when i wanted to brush my teeth.
ouh man this isn't good. everything either digested too quickly or it refused to stay in the stomache.
i need to get checked.
what if it jeopardises my bintan trip?
i do not want to be let down like this. it's too... ugh.


yesterday went woodlands library to discuss gpp. hogged an entire corner and stacks of time and businessweek asia and also the economist. we're committed to the cause. i'm feeling a burnout. i don't want to finish reading handmaid's tale. i dont know why. i only like the ranks women have there. wives, econowives, handmaids, marthas. marthas. lala.


gpp then. ouh. misses my funnyhunnybunny bestest best totally rockifying understanding super interesting almost perfect dear old friend. don'tknow why. he just makes me happy. he makes me high. he owes me for pangsehing me. boo you. my ever reliable pillar of strength. i live then.


ouh. no sleep tonight