boo you.

so much pent-up emotions. i try to be strong but i'm too tired to comprehend anymore. all i want is his shoulder. that shoulder that comforted me through a time when i thought i couldn't make it. a time when nothing seemed right. a time i thought i lost myself. a time i felt dejected and frustrated. because he let me open myself up slowly, trustingly. i keep everything in. because i don't have you to talk to. because you're selfish. because i don't matter. i feel lost. you make me whole. you make me happy. you make me high. i try to forget you but i'm drawn to you. drawn to you like a moth to light. i can't get away from you. you're the thing that makes me sick but i can't let go. help me let go.


for that person i know.