if this is a sign of where are friendship is heading, i regret ever knowing you

after last update, felt as though i got some things off my chest. yesterday was umm... promised myself not to curse and swear. pentup emotions. was angry at someone. hence. ugh. had floorball practice. everyone's reactions were like seeing a baby. red stick. sorry. it's lovely i know. and everyone seems to be in love with my grip. licorice. was whacking the ball against the wall as hard as i could. anger left. and came back with coach's arrival. ugh. played games like nobody's business. played the most number of games with the seniors. ugh. had sudden shortness of breath, nausea, stitches and a runny nose. how crapped is that. but had to endure all my pain. coach was in one of his moods which i don't want to venture into. thank god he came late and he assumed we had already run. or else i'd be in a hospital bed right now. yea. for exhaustion. made us do 150 jumping jacks. ugh. but after j1 camp, oh you can't stand me now. ankle hurt. got a scolding from kasim and the teachers. my mom and brother had to wait an entire hour for me. my mother saved me fron being emotionally strained by being in pain. it's quite useful when you don't want to be seen crying in public. went home watched project runway 2. cheered me up a bit. DANIEL FRANCO FOREVER PLEASE. i'll have anything, as long as he's in it. even if he joined project runway twice. <3333


today was sports day. started out quite boring but was pretty excited as our house was like winning a lot of races, even the novelty 8 x 50m. not bad ms lin. had eye candy to keep me preoccupied. loll. champion house. not bad eh? haha.. met ms tan for gpp consultation. hence, my group is changing direction. shant tell you. it's a secret. i don't want you idea stealers reading my blog to know. hush. left school at around 2+ went to jurong point met my sister for lunch. yummyumm. watched a movie. OVER THE HEDGE!! i know you'd assume i watched da vinci code. inspired by toys r us. wanted to buy a video game actually. haha. but the game i wanted wasn't there. then it hit me, the games are supposed to be kid-friendly. ugh. i wanted something full of blood and gory, please.


i feel so stupid to have been taken in by your words. i hate you, now.