sobre

screwed.up.bloody.op.bloody.hell.

i really want to watch a movie with him. but pw comes first honey. hope you understand. because the constant arguing is taking its toll on us. it's frustrating. for some reason, we can't seem to let go of each other.

i like hearing your voice when you just wake up. i like the growl. and the squeak. and the murmurs. and the mumble. and the confusion. and the softness. and the exasperation. and the moment when you finally give me a straight answer.

i like confusing you. and annoying you with all the dares. (don't just say you want to do something) and hearing you say,"doooon't" when you get frustrated with me. i like when you squeeze my arm and pull me to you when i fall asleep on the bus. and when you whisper in my ear. and when you rest your head on mine. and when you laugh at me everytime i tell you i'm freezing cold when you tell me that you're warm instead.

i miss trips to toys r us. i miss being chased by you. i miss playing with all the toys and gadgets. and the retractable hand thing that you like to grab me with. it'll poke your eye out one of these days. watch out.

i miss how we used to be.