what you said last time i could tolerate. but this is too much. it's times like these i wonder where i'll get the strength to carry on. O God, stop testing me this way. all i want is just to live in this world without this kind of people haunting me. i don't want to lose someone i love because of these kind of rumours.

right now, i need all the support i can get from people who care. sometimes i want to bury my head deep deep deep down into the ground just so i do not have to hear these words being spoken over and over and over again. :(

on a lighter note: guess what i found yesterday? guess, guess. ask me.