issues

sleeping at 2-3am has its toll on one's body. this is bad. all the training from doing project work is immensely useful for late night mtv marathons. lalala. ignore me if you wish. i'm high on lack of sleep. which is great sometimes. helps with the irreverent attitude i may exude sometimes in the morning. i am a morning person though. i am not cranky without a cup of java in my body. i just need time to warm up to the day. not having a long fringe sucks when i need to look totally dead in the morning and i do not want to be disturbed yet. now, even though my brain is asleep, i look really awake. short fringe=looking bright and perky. long fringe=irreverence and devil-may-care attitude. i miss those days people thought of me as a bitch just because i rolled my eyes at them and all that jazz.

i'm sorry, that was my body typing with my brain still asleep on 5 hours of sleep. thank you for reading my ramblings.

quiet contemplation

someone makes me very happy. i don't ever think about what i want to do with that person. i just have to let my instincts go with the flow. i like not using my mind when i'm with that person. it makes me feel alive sometimes. i am officially in love with the buzzcocks.

and honeypoo is so sweet! he promised to get me two books, one for my birthday, one for vday. he promised me alex kapranos' soundbites and tim burton's oyster boy! on one condition, i get him my chemical romance's the black parade. and also their first-est album - i gave you my bullets, you gave me your love. sweet-o.

love.

why don't you play the game?

and a big shoutout to nokia for making me re-discover my love for daft punk's digital love. i forgot how much i loved that song when i was 13, trying to fit into a new environment. memories are meant to last. some of them.

woo-hoo. accidentally got internet. should i tell my brother?

yes! yes! yes!

underneath it all

you stare into my eyes, the intensity is just too great for me. you're the one causing me to go weak in the knees, but you catch me in time before i fall.

at long last

it's been 20839571043767483025 years since i got to type. yippee. the wireless must see the mood first then can work. wah! thank god it was ok for quite a while and i got to check my email. and guess what? i only found out today that there's an ogl meeting tomorrow! yikes. thank god i got to check today otherwise i'm a screwed potato. rah!

there's still so much to do. yikes.

to the 200th post...

wow.. 200 posts already. fun.

yesterday was someone's 14th birthday. and he's nearly as tall as me. can imagine what a tall pole he'll be this time next year. :)

hope you liked the present sweetie.

i'm sorry if i don't update this blog often. it's too public.