do you believe i can change the future?

i'm almost ashamed to admit this, but how can you be ashamed of something that you love? yes, i love madonna's get together. (what were you guys thinking, huh?) it's a real good track, seriously. it's a bit of a cliche-ed track, but i think the beat is good to dance to. heck, 'confessions on the dancefloor' is meant to be a dance album.


nyaha. anyway, i think i'm in a jumble at the moment. think being the word of focus. here. i don't know where this is going. and i don't want it to go too far. because when we'll both be hurt in the end. and i don't even want to think what will happen if we're not friends. i care too much. and i don't want to end it because we let our emotions get in the way. i've got muse pounding in my ears, my dear. i want to sing for absolution when it comes to you. so that people can't say as they wish when it comes to us.


yesterday's swimming expedition turned into an obstacle course of the swimming pool. too many children having swimming lessons today. oh, memories of my swimming lessons come to mind. i can't believe i actually got a gold award. coolness. dinner with the family. will upload them soon. i love seafood. and airhead is the sweetest guy i know. thanks for everything. even though you feel asleep on me. smile


sing for absolution