shelly wants to try to taupok me now. i do not have size b boobs!

i still feel like crap. what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

every two minutes i check my handphone hoping that an sms/call will appear.

you can have it all

oh listen to the radio, here's something that you already know. i ain't got no radio.

i have been explicitly behind my work these days. especially history. i don't feel like telling teachers about smun. because i do not want people to think i am getting preferential treatment because of my external activities outside class. it's unfair. and well, i should manage my time well. yes.

i want to save money for my camera next month. but school is seriously sucking up my money. and i have not received my $100+ from council for the stuff that i bought for orientation. i don't mind the nitty gritty but i want at least the $60 odd for the art supplies i bought from art friend. this is slow. :(

i want that bag, those shoes the book those cameras. i want so many things. :( but i want one thing the most. and that person knows what that thing i want most.

cheerleader nation is cool. because they play indie/electronica songs in the background. i want the klaxons. they're cool too. *thank god i'm not a cheerleader*

you can have it all

oh listen to the radio, here's something that you already know. i ain't got no radio.

i have been explicitly behind my work these days. especially history. i don't feel like telling teachers about smun. because i do not want people to think i am getting preferential treatment because of my external activities outside class. it's unfair. and well, i should manage my time well. yes.

i want to save money for my camera next month. but school is seriously sucking up my money. and i have not received my $100+ from council for the stuff that i bought for orientation. i don't mind the nitty gritty but i want at least the $60 odd for the art supplies i bought from art friend. this is slow. :(

i want that bag, those shoes the book those cameras. i want so many things. :( but i want one thing the most. and that person knows what that thing i want most.

cheerleader nation is cool. because they play indie/electronica songs in the background. i want the klaxons. they're cool too. *thank god i'm not a cheerleader*

get high get wasted get laid.

i have been a very mean girl. :(

now why'd you want to go and put stars in their eyes?

i was drenched walking to the mrt station. really. it was as though i didn't use my umbrella. my shoes flooded so badly i could squeeze water out of my socks. yuck. so now i'm drying my bag, shoes umbrella. boo.

chitra told us something about cedar girls. ssh. haha. and i want to be a sound effect technician or a colour specialist. what odd jobs. :)

i love you so.

now why'd you want to go and put stars in their eyes?

i was drenched walking to the mrt station. really. it was as though i didn't use my umbrella. my shoes flooded so badly i could squeeze water out of my socks. yuck. so now i'm drying my bag, shoes umbrella. boo.

chitra told us something about cedar girls. ssh. haha. and i want to be a sound effect technician or a colour specialist. what odd jobs. :)

i love you so.

what you said last time i could tolerate. but this is too much. it's times like these i wonder where i'll get the strength to carry on. O God, stop testing me this way. all i want is just to live in this world without this kind of people haunting me. i don't want to lose someone i love because of these kind of rumours.

right now, i need all the support i can get from people who care. sometimes i want to bury my head deep deep deep down into the ground just so i do not have to hear these words being spoken over and over and over again. :(

on a lighter note: guess what i found yesterday? guess, guess. ask me.

oh no.

my maid (looks at my class photo) : you look like a boy.

thanks. can everybody get off my case?